Computer Physio

As I am a little stiff and sore, I have decided it's time I did some computer physio. Before I go on though - please forgive any spelling or grammar mistakes. The latest week has been spent on a journey through Psalms 30-34. I had hoped to have gone further, but have had a really sore eye and reading has been difficult. But I have still been blessed with some wonderful promises: "I will exalt you, O Lord for you rescued me. You refused to let my enemies triumph over me." Psalm 30:1 "O Lord, I cried to you for help and you restored my heath." Psalm 30:2 "Weeping may last for the morning, but joy comes in the morning." Psalm 30:5b For those who don't know, my recovery, according to doctors and nurses has been amazing. But we know why, don't we. As I say to them all, it can't be anything else with people praying from Bundaberg to Melbourne, and even in Canada. Here are some of His miracles already: * First of all I didn't have to have the planned surgery - taking a graph from my leg. Although it was still long - 8.30-5.00 - I don't have as much scaring. I was a naughty girl when I went under anaesthetic, and had a little fit, then again, I believe when I came out of it. But it shouldn't effect my driving record - I don't think I will every be driving under aneasthetic. * Only one day and night was spent in ICU, mainly because I refuse to breath properly. But it hurt!! * Mark was able to rest well after the surgery - thanks to you wonderful friends and `bossy' nurses who were able to convince him to go home. * I had lots of surprise visitors in hospital, and this was helpful I am sure to my recovery. Not having Aaron and Emily there (except on skpe), it could have been easy to fall into depression. Had one bad night when I realized I hadn't been able to smile at my visitors. But the ENT Specialist were able to save all the other nerves in my cheek, so I can sleep and eat. Wasn't sure about the eating, but finally today, my system has decided it is time I started enjoying my food again. I don't think I will eat in public yet though. * My early release on Day 5 was a witness to a number of people I think, especially to the ladies on my ward. One of which, Daria, asked me if I'd put her on my prayer list. I was a little upset when they placed me in a larger ward. I thought I had been a little spoilt with the Private Room. The patients were a group of complainers and started to drive me a bit batty - very unselfish of me I know. Then I realized they were a lot worst off than me, and I couldn't do a lot of witnessing and praying for patients in a private room. Was a but uneasy about early release - not feeling well enough. But I probably have been able to sleep and recover better at home. I thought it was just because I had been such a good girl, then I discovered the truth. Just before I left, their last words to me were: "When is Mark coming, we need your bed." Oh well!! It was nice to be loved for a while. "I entrust my spirit into your hand. Rescue me for you are a faithful God." Psalm 31:5 "Be strong and courageous, all you that hope in the Lord." Psalm 31:24. "For you are my hiding place; You protect me from trouble. You surround me with songs of victory." Psalm 32:7 On Thursday I had my stitches out. I am now covered in sticky plaster, which needs to stay on for 6 weeks. But it definetely isn't as bad as we all thought it would be. Was feeling very tired when I got home and a little depressed - still in a lot of pain. Received a care package from a very special friend. We have been friends for years - not always close, but the kind of friend you know will always be there for you, even when you are not always there for them. Pauline collects `Teddy Bears' so it shouldn't have been surprising to find a gorgeous Teddy Bear named Sherwood, and the words: "A TRUE FRIEND IS ALWAYS THERE". It was just what I needed to give me that lift. "For the word of the Lord holds true, and everything He does is worthy of our trust." Psalm 33:4 "I cried out to the Lord in my suffering and he heard me. He set me free from my all my fears. For the angel of the Lord guards all who fear Him and He rescues them." Psalm 34:6&7 "The righteous face many troubles but the Lord rescues them from each and every one." Psalm 34:19 Today has truly been a day of healing. I woke up with no pain in my throat, my eye is only now just starting to get a little watery, and my stomach is so much better - thanks to the Lord and I have to confess, taking some drugs, and I believe going off others. I have stopped taking the painkillers. The panadol is making the pain bearable, but today I have not been afraid to eat. But the biggest healing of all is an emotional/spiritual thing that has been binding me for a number of years. On Thursday it was my son Aaron's Graduation. Mark was afraid to show me the photos on Facebook, because he knew how much we wanted to be there. I looked at a photo of Aaron and his mother in law, and instead of feeling the `jealousy' I sometimes feel when I see how much fun Aaron has with his `new' family, I just felt so happy that Aaron is happy. As Ros said, `Her son in law is now a Batchelor'. I also joked, that I can also do some photo shop on the photo, but I am sure he wouldn't have wanted a photo with his mum the way she looks at the moment. I have been practicing, but I still can't seem to smile. We rang Aaron and Emily that afternoon and they were enjoying their time together over their graduation celebrity lunch - and they said they wished we were there. This is just the beginning of my healing journey, and I know it will continue for I know how God works in all circumstances for good. "We know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purposes. " Romans 12:28